Monthly Archives: October 2012

On What is “Better,” Or Should Have Been…

This week I had a flashback that filled out a half-memory from kindergarten.  We were told to lay down on our floor-mats for nap-time, and I resisted that day, giggling and talking with another boy  until the teacher intervened.  Outside … Continue reading

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Re-Finding My Center

Recently I’ve been unable to properly deal with the flashbacks.  There have been days where they’ve piled on top of each other, with strange and frightening scenes until I’ve panicked and slipped into the old cycles of compulsive eating and … Continue reading

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Open Letter to my former mother

Note; I’ve had no contact with my mother for six years, but I felt a desire to write this entry in the form of a letter, that won’t be sent anywhere because she isn’t the point anymore.  Eight years ago … Continue reading

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